Later, we had a Sunday dinner at home. I observed my friends, looking at their faces as I had examined the portraits on the Moscow editor’s wall, trying to divine the exclusive quality of each of them. Again different eyebrows, lips, eyelashes… I know my friends are beautiful; however, when you look closely at individual features, it is not always obvious where that beauty lies. I waited until my friends’ faces reflected their beautiful essence and tried to remember what it looked like.
And finally… there was love, but I couldn’t hold on to it. There is sadness in that, but also joy that there was happiness which our friends and we willingly shared… dacha, picnics, autumn, winter, summer, parties, spring. And I thought: here are my friends, my love and I in Russian open spaces, in Pavlovsk Park, by the Yusupov Palace, at the dacha, on the skating-rink. My friends are wearing clothes that are the best and most appropriate for the moment, and ahead lies a time that they do not know, and neither do I.
With gratitude to those who were with me.
Valery Katsuba, Irinovka, Ladoga lake, 2005
List of photographs
1. On the skating rink on the Moyka River. St. Petersburg, January 2001 (Anna Studenikova and Yury Vinogradov).
2. Skiing in Monrepos Park. Vyborg, February 2001 (Valery Katsuba).
3. Couple in Pavlovsk Park. St. Petersburg, February 2005 (Marc and Polina de Mauny).
4. Christmas ice skating on Elagin Island. Petersburg, January 2005 (Yana Yakubenok).
5. Winter in Moscow. February 2005 (artist Vladislav Mamyshev-Monroe).
6. Winter in Nikolina Gora. Near Moscow, February 2005 (Elena Ulantseva with a dog).
7. Skating in Monrepos Park. Vyborg, February 2001 (Yury Vinogradov).
8. Winter Carnival. Rozhdestveno, Leningrad Region, March 2000 (Yury Vinogradov, Anna Studenikova, Dmitry Sirotkin, Angelica, Dasha Vyatkina).
9. In the Spring Rain by Vladimir Nabokov's estate. Rozhdestveno, Leningrad Region, April 2004 (Anna Shumilova).
10. In the Caucasus Mountings. Kislovodsk, April 2004 (Yury Vinogradov).
11. Kislovodsk, April 2004 (Valery Katsuba).
12. Picnic in the Pavlovsk Park. St. Petersburg, May 2006 (Marc de Mauny, Louis Nicolai de Mauny, Polina de Mauny, Valentin Kelbakh and Olga).
13. Friends on a bridge in the Spring. Rozhdestveno, Leningrad Region, April 2004 (Yury Vinogradov, Anna Shumilova, Evgeny Sorokin, Marc de Mauny and Bella Matveeva).
14. Gardener. Spain, near Valencia, November 2003 (Chase Valentine).
15. Santiago Fisas at home. Barcelona, November 2003.
16. In the village of Kurkiyoki. Karelia, August 2004 (Yana Yakubenok and Yury Vinogradov).
17. Birthday lunch in a cherry orchard by the River Oredezh. Rozhdestveno, Leningrad Region, July 2000 (Anna Studenikova, Vladislav Mamyshev-Monro, Igor Tokorenko, Yury Vinogradov, Masha Matveyeva, Valery Katsuba, Alexander Novikov, Yekaterina Andreyeva, Andrey Peshekhodko, Darya Vyatkina, Paul and Erika Marsh).
18. In a field near Rozhdestveno village. Leningrad Region, August 2000.
19. Birthday celebration at "Shaliapin" restaurant. Repino, Gulf of Finland, July 2004 (Dmitry Sirotkin, Olga Tobreluts, Andrey Nearonov, Catherine Phillips, Valery Katsuba, Yury Vinogradov, Bella Matveyeva, Yevgeny Sorokin, Masha Matveyeva).
20. «Makaroni» restaurant. Petersburg, June 2004 (Anna Shumilova and Valery Katsuba).
21. On the Hill of Simeiz. Crimea, July 2004 (on the terrace of the house of Olga Tobreluts and Andrey Nearonov - Irena Kuksinayte, Olga Tobreluts and Marina Albi with their children).
22. Ballet Dancers in the Dcha. Iriniovka, Leningrad Region, July 2005 (Sergey Vikharev and Mikhail Egorov’s country house).
23. Summer in Tsarskoe Selo. June 2005 (Sofia Flohr with a friend).
24. Picnic in the Filed. Leningrad Region, near Volosovo, October 2000 (Valery Katsuba, Dasha Vyatkina, Yury Vinogradov, Dmitry Sirotkin, Anna Studenikova, Anton Gorlanov).
25. On the river Oredezh. Leningrad Region, September 2000 (Yury Vinogradov and Anna Studenikova).
26. Picnic at the Old church. Leningrad Region, near Volosovo, October 2000 (Unknown, Dmitry Sirotkin, Valery Katsuba, Elena Krotova, Elena Galibina, Anton Gorlanov, Yury Vinogradov, Anna Studenikova and Dasha Vyatkina).
27. In Autumn Near Vladimir Nabokov's estate. Rozhdestveno, Leningrad Region, September 2000 (Darya Vyatkina).
28. In the Summer Garden. St. Petersburg, November 2003 (Andrey Khlobystin and his family: Alla Mitrofanova, Marc Mitrofanov, Andrey Khlobystin, Jean-Leonard Khlobystin, Ignat Khlobystin, Isobel Khlobystin, Michel Khlobystin).
29. Horse riding. Pavlovsk, November 2000 (Marc de Mauny and Marina Reshetina).
30. On the airfield at "Rzhevka" Aerodrome. St. Petersburg, October 2004 (Fabrice Lehmann).
31. Restaurant «Swallow». Petersburg, September 2010 (10 years later - Yana Yakubenok, Daniil Goroshko, Vasily, Ivan, Maria and Dmitry Sirotkin's, Anna Studenikova, Andrey Samatuga, Valery Katsuba, Evgeny Sorokin, Sasha Kulikova, Bella Matveeva, Catherine Phillips, Masha and Yana Matveev's).
32. Picnic in Casa de Campo. October. Madrid 2019